at last!

uhm.. well.. kakahiya man toh ui. pero okay lang. am sure my classmates won't mind. haha. aw. at last after a monthof not having a dalaw.. dumating rin sita kanina. heheh. pagka na lang ui. hm. nag damgo pajud ko na si ikang ug si matt and nagbili ng napkin para sa akin tapos pag gising ko.. boom\! hahha. naa na jud diay.. daghan kaau ang bakas sa akoang bed. tsk. kapuia ato labhan ui. anyway, bantog ra siguro kagahapon na sakit kaau akong boobets kay naa jud diay. harhar. tapos kagabi mainit masyado ang ulo ko. not knowing na padating na pla ang red tide.

haha! nagtataka siguro kayo bakit ko ito gipost.. wala lang ksi ako magawa ngayon. kapagod pa magstudy. masyadong dedicated. parehas lang ug grade sa mga nagstudy. hehe. ^^, na happy jud ko pagkakita nako na naay blood ako bed, haha. dili sa naa ko'y ka schema ha? kundi kay kabalo ko manormal na pod ang daloy sa skemberdoo.

am runnin' out of words! pasenxa sa blog ko. haha ^^,

family moments!

as i spent time with ate cindy













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WORDS can never express my love for them (my family)
Words can never say how much happy i am when we're together.
I really treasure them =D

These pictures can merely say how bonded we are as family.
We really stay together.. ^^,
Through thick and Thin.

all about me

I am Mayen Anino Ancho..
I am 18 years of age
I'm studying at Brokenshire College of Davao City
I'm taking up Nursing..
My hometown is Panabo City.
I'm currently staying at Mindas Dormitory


Hmm..
i love to eat..
i love to spend time with my friends..
i talk to strangers
i seldom study my lessons.
i am a couch potato.
i love my family..
i love very deeply..
i hate crocs! haha (take a look at my pic!)




Hmmm..
i hate people who talk shits behind my back.
i hate iwwyy people..
i hate backfighters!
i hate UBE!
i don't like responsibilities..

Goodbye, my almost lover..

I met this guy via chat. Few weeks later, I didn't noticed I was falling for him. He is an attorney! I am an ordinary student. Walls must be built between us but he built a bridge. The bridge serves as our communication with one another. He crosses the bridge just to meet me. Just when I realized I was crossing the bridge also just to see him.


March 29,2008 was the day.That was his birthday and the day I said my sweet yes to him. Since he is always in Manila for work, every minute, every second of the day we were texting.. if he wants to hear my voice, he calls. That time, I found myself crazy about him.


When he went here in Davao last May 21,2008, I feasted. My heart's overwhelmed with joy and other unexplainable feelings. We dated. We talked. We laughed together..

May 22,2008 was tragic. He had to bid goodbye to went back in Manila. I cried in the taxi with the song playing "You changed my life".. He really changed me.. He really changed my life instantly.. I can say that he controlled me because am not anymore myself. Even I don't know who's the character am portraying..
Even my friends, board mates and family members noticed the changes in me.. In my behavior. I was serious then, I limit my jokes and I seldom laugh(as in bwahaha!)



Unexpectedly, we broke up. maybe I just can't withstand that he's not here with me. I never conquered the challenge of being afar from him. It's very painful and very hard to accept. Painful to let him go away in just a split of second.. Hard in a way that I'm used just to have him around the corner.. Just a text away and now.. he is nowhere to be found.


I can say that he is my first love. Months I have suffered longing for to see his smile.. to feel his touch.. Longing for his attention and love.. Even now, I can still feel the pain within me.. I can still recall our happy moments together. Even now am still in a boat.. all alone. With the roaring thunders and heavy rains falling.

I know I have to move on and live my life the way I wanted it to be..
I know I must be happy and contented because God is always there for me..
Faith and hope are my only tools in the emptiness that am feelin' as of this moment..



I just want to bid goodbye to Atty. Alan Aguasin..
who was once mine...
Who was once my lover..
who was once my baby..
He once made me the center of his universe..
He once let me feel like am a princess at his own castle..
It all belonged to my past now..
And I firmly believed that
" A person can't live the future by his past."

So... now... I would say...


Goodbye Alan.. Goodbye my almost lover..

I composed this..

I've been always dreamin'
of you havin' here with me
For all of my Life
I've waited for someone..
Someone who could fill the emptiness in me.
Someone who could love me
the way I wanted to be loved..

Chorus:

I wanted to be loved..
loved by you..
I wanted to fly
together with you..
we will gonna soar up high
and reach the sky..
Together with you..
Together with you..

Stanza II
You're the preoccupier of my mind.
I can't get enough of loving you..
If loving you would cause me so much pain.
I won't mind
I'll continue loving you.

back to chorus (repeat twice)

Refrain:

Even my love for you is impossible
Even my love for you is unreachable
I'll still dream to be with you
In a haven
where only the two of us dwell..
In a place
where our flaming love keeps us alive..
oh.. oh...ohh..

(repeat chorus once)

MY REALIZATIONS ON THE TEMPTATION

Uhmm..
First, Jesus was in a desert. All He does there was to pray. Suddenly, a tempter came and that was Satan. Jesus fasted for about 40 days and 40 nights. Satan knew that and he tested Jesus, the Physical needs of Jesus. Satan commanded Jesus to turn the stone into a bread but Jesus was as hard as stone. He never commanded Satan even though He was very hungry.

Second Satan tested the Spiritual trust of Jesus, putting Jesus in the edge of the pinnacle but again Jesus has His faith on the Father.

Third, Satan tested the Personal needs of Jesus. He told Jesus that "all the riches in the world will be given unto you, if you will only follow me". But for the third time around, Satan failed to tempt Jesus because Jesus' has His faith to God and He knew that God the Father won't give some unwanted circumstances if He knew that Jesus' couldn't handle it.

In connection with this temptation of Satan to Jesus, I was awakened and see what's really going on around me. That I should follow Jesus' path whatever obstacles may be. Yes! It is pretty hard to follow Him but at the end, it will all pay off due to the fact that one can have an everlasting life and eternal happiness because we are saved and we are in our Savior, Jesus Christ.

My First Blog!

yeah.. yeah.. It's my first time to post a blog. LOL ^^,for some people funny may it seems..Don't give a damn. PEACE. anyways, i don't really have something to tell... My main point is that I have posted a blog na and I know na how. LOL. ^^, That's all thank you. haha!